conscience

 They told “ She has some problems “ They said “She is not good enough “ They pointed at her “ That lady is different “ They added “ She is not anymore capable “ She is not a complete women,  useless    waste,  helpless,    unhealthy. And they kept her in a corner of the house, then in a kitchen as cleaner and finally she had to leave because they found a new person with some new magical powers which they said she never had...🙁 Unfortunately, she had to go back... No one heard her inner cry... No one understood what she went through.. Nobody cared what she wanted to tell.. Nobody bothered even to look at her side...😢 All they knew was just a word “ she has some really bad problem” and they told her to go home when they got a replacement...!!   And she lived a life of a cursed angel ... and she dies as a unread- unopened BOOK 📚. I want to tell THEM - you were completely wrong,  you were utterly ruthless,  you were ridiculous you are answerable - all of you who ever told she was a pro

  It was long since I started staring at aeroplanes ( ബീമാനം  in my words ).. I think I was with my siblings in mud and stones- were we    all turned around towards that beautiful fly with heavy noice... I never stopped looking at it even at the middle of noon where sun stands right over your head -  I kept looking at it closing one eye to manage those sun-rays falling on to your cornea - making you blind, and at times I switched the eye to manage the strain of those rays Every time we stopped the game , just to follow that big bird flying  Nothing bothered me watching it , even if it was at the middle of school assembly, just a quick flick to stare.... Every time I saw the bird- thought soon a day I will fly in or at least would see in front. But days went away .. moved from LP school to UP school.. nothing changed..  One day ..went to pick up my uncle who was coming from Muscut to Calicut,at calicut airport .in fact - it was not to see uncle rather to see this bird. But unfortunately