conscience

  It was long since I started staring at aeroplanes ( ബീമാനം  in my words ).. I think I was with my siblings in mud and stones- were we    all turned around towards that beautiful fly with heavy noice... I never stopped looking at it even at the middle of noon where sun stands right over your head -  I kept looking at it closing one eye to manage those sun-rays falling on to your cornea - making you blind, and at times I switched the eye to manage the strain of those rays Every time we stopped the game , just to follow that big bird flying  Nothing bothered me watching it , even if it was at the middle of school assembly, just a quick flick to stare.... Every time I saw the bird- thought soon a day I will fly in or at least would see in front. But days went away .. moved from LP school to UP school.. nothing changed..  One day ..went to pick up my uncle who was coming from Muscut to Calicut,at calicut airport .in fact - it was not to see uncle rather t...

You do not live tomorrow A life , a time period , an age , is all what you have got as yours. Nothing else is yours. take whatever you think it is, it will be taken away or fade out..Job/Money/reputation/house/vehicle...etc. some say even your life will also be taken off, may be true . but out of all you own "your life" is the only fact that nobody can grab on. its your... only yours....!!!! Being said about the value of your life, I would suggest you to work on that single aspect to make it better and easier, I never meant to be selfish , I mean to involve yourself to provide the best YOU for self and  to the people around you. This world is going crazy, all looking for a better tomorrow, a fruitful future , well settled and so called successful life. It is indeed perfect to think about that stage, but you have forgotten many things , you have lost yourself, you are not the you that you were, you have become ill, you do not feel happy in anything , you cant fin...