Skip to main content

KEEP TRYING WITH PATIENCE






3 years ago on this date , I posted this picture- out of frustration and disappointment as I couldn’t pass the exam for the 2nd time which was crucial for my journey as a doctor.


I had given all of my strength and efforts to that exam , studied day and night , spent those small free time between the ward rounds, tried to make time by waking up early in the morning when there was no sun out , stayed overnight when the whole world was sleeping around me, travelled kilometres to get the better knowledge and so as to improve my level of knowledge and competence , borrowed a lot of money to pay those fee- but after all... I faced failure - not the first time for the same exam..!!

At that moment..!!My brain did horrible things to me - it murmured to me as this is it -time to pack up , it highlighted those 2nd person words - that told me as am not good enough, it kept telling me — THIS IS IT, Forget it , you can’t be there.

But a small part of my brain, stood with my feelings, helped me to relieve the harshness through tears, told me to go for a walk , pushed me to take some time off and to talk the closest ones , told me to GET BACK ON TRACK and TRY AGAIN

“PATIENCE - SABR”

I am not saying I conquered HIMALAYA OR GREAT ROAM - absolutely NO, I didn’t do anything great but I have a better life now, I am in a better place now , I can help my family better now, I have those positive group around me now- it’s the best feeling when you meet those with same wave length and ready to take any hits and to stand strong.



Sometimes- sorry not sometimes , always believe in yourself , if you need something, irrespective of what and where you are from - YOU CAN MAKE IT with ENOUGH EFFORT AND PATIENCE

Thanks to incredible love and support to family, friends and well wishers :pray:🏻:heart:

(NB- I have a kept a hand down for you, grab me if you are trying the same path , lets fail and fight )
Labels:

Comments

  1. Unknown15 October 2021 at 02:26

    Hakkimka .. here is your junior from yenepoya .. plab 1 prepil kandath .. reached here to your blog site .. amazing .. definitely inspiring 🥳

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. DocHak11 November 2021 at 08:06

      Thanks for your concerns, looking forward to meet you here, let me know if there is anything

      Delete

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

                                                  ഞങ്ങൾ മർകസ് നിവാസികൾക് , പ്രത്യേകിച്ചും ഹൈ സ്കൂൾ വിദ്യാർഥികൾക് ... മർകസ് എന്ന ലോകത്തു AP ഉസ്താദിനെ പോലെ പ്രിയമുള്ള വ്യത്യസ്ത മുഖങ്ങളുണ്ട്. ആ മുഖങ്ങളിൽ എനിക്ക് ഏറ്റവും പ്രിയപ്പെട്ട വ്യ്കതിയാണ് കോയ മാഷ്‌ . അതിന്റെ കാരണം അറിയണമെങ്കിൽ അധികം വിവരിക്കേണ്ട കാര്യം ഒന്നും ഇല്ല . ഇന്നലെ , മാഷ്‌ എനിക്ക് തന്ന മറുപടിയിലേക്ക് ഒന്ന് കണ്ണോടിച്ചാൽ മതി. നമ്മളെല്ലാം അഹങ്കരിച്ചും ധിക്കരിച്ചും ഈ ഭൂമിയിൽ നടക്കുമ്പോ , ഭൂമി ഒന്ന് കുലുങ്ങാതെ കടൽ വന്ന് മുക്കാതെ എല്ലാം ഇരിക്കുന്നതിന്റെ കാരണം, ദേ .. ഇവരെ പോലെ ഉള്ള നല്ല മനസ്സിന്റെ ഉടമകൾ ഭൂമിയിൽ ഉണ്ട് എന്നുള്ള ഒറ്റ കാരണം മാത്രമാണ്. ഇന്നും , കോയ മാഷിനെ തേടി സ്കൂളിൽ പോയാൽ ക്രിസ്ത്യവിന്റെ തലയ്ക്കു ചുറ്റും ഉള്ള പ്രകാശം പോലെ കാണാം ചുറ്റും കുട്ടികളുടെ ഒരു കൂട്ടം , അദ്ദേഹത്തിന്റെ വീട്ടിൽ പോയപ്പോ കൂട്ടുകാരുടെ ഒരു കൂട്ടം. തികച്ചും മാതൃകാപരമായ ഒരു ജീവൻ. കഴിഞ്ഞ തവണ കണ്ടപ്പോൾ മകനും അധ്യാപക വൃത്തിയിലെക്ക് ക...
Post a Comment
Read more

When a dead baby spoke

I always thought I had become more robust than a few years ago. While we run through med school, various moments and incidents push us to be stronger than a 1st-year medical student.  Every medico goes through various stages of challenges. It can start from dissecting a formalin stained cadaver, attending postmortems, assisting surgeries, wiping a road traffic crash patient, giving hands in childbirths, declaring dead etc.  Every doctor you see is naturally immune to emotions, not because we want to. Still, just like a policeman interrogating a criminal without any chance of mercy, our tear gland dried off long ago.  I thought I was also more vital to all sorts of emotions until an innocent baby’s face reactivated the waters in my eyes. He was born dead for some reason. He had no signs of life at birth, but…!!  He spoke to me with those frozen lips, he touched me through those never moved hands, he looked at me with that unopened eyes, he smiled at me with that still...
Post a Comment
Read more

Why did He help you?

As most of you, I was also born in a middle class family of 5 children, 4th in order and blessed with to have lovely parents and siblings around. It all went really cool until father passed away while I was 3 years old but Blessed to have a strong lady who is taking care of us perfectly till today. Unfortunately, we lost our sister aysha-soon after birth which was not far after father left us.My lady had the worst heartbreaks those days. Days passed, we slowly started growing up under the hands of grand parents, uncles and good poeple, I have 2 elder brothers , both of them moved to the My MAGIC PLACE for studies. Finally, that day came in for me also to leave home and join the magic place for studies.It was a terrible feeling to leave your loved once back home and move forward- Destiny. I joined that place 2007(8th std), it was completely a different experience , not just for me. Whoever joins new- 1st year is harder, full of students from different parts of the ...
2 comments
Read more